[07 May 2006|02:04pm] [ mood | content ] HAVE YOU EVER... 1. Kissed your cousin: when I was little 2. Ran away: nope 3. Pictured your yeah 5. Broken someone's heart: i hope not, but I think so 6. Been in love: yeah 7. Cried when someone died: yeah 8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yeah 9. Broken a bone: finger, knee 10. Done something embarrassing: daily 11. Lied: try not to, always get caught... 12. Cried in school: oh yeah WHICH IS BETTER... 13. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi 14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite 15. Girls or Guys: it depends... 16. Flowers or Candy: flowers 17. Scruff or Clean shaved:doesn't matter 18. Blondes or Brunettes: looks aren't everything 19. Bitchy or Slutty:bitchy 20. Tall or Short: guys-taller, girls-i could care less 21. Pants or Shorts: pants 22. Night or Day: night WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX. 23. What do you notice first: shyness 24. Last person you slow danced with: doug 25. Worst question to ask: are u prego? THE LAST TIME YOU... 26. Showered:few hours ago 27. Stepped outside: 20min. ago ABOUT YOU... 29. Romantic memory: 30. Your good luck charm: memory of my dad 31. Person You Hate Most: Robert Jaynes 32. Best Thing That Has Happened: getting saved 33. On your desk: a bunch of miscellaneous things 34. Picture on your desktop: I don't have a pic... 2 comments|post comment

updating a little... [26 Mar 2006|12:11pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | none ] Hey guys. Sorry, been really busy. I'm so happy I got to see old friends on Saturday. I missed you guys. I wasn't all there at times. I hardly am anymore. I'm having difficulties in life...major ones, but I guess that's life. Oh well, I guess. I don't really have much to say other than I hope everyone is okay and I can't wait until our first softball game. I'm starting varsity as a freshman. I'm happy because I love softball!!! I have to get glasses on next Tuesday...2days from now... I'll be happy to be able to see again. I can barely see what I'm typing on here. I got a new phone. It's so cool. I can record anything I want on it! I record almost everything though. Last night I went to my Girl's Night instructor's house and had a sleep over with the girls from Girl's Night. We had a lot of fun. I got weird phone calls all night, and I turned my phone off. My sister called and left a message saying I'd better call her right now, because she knows I'm with this dudeand this girl said she heard my voice in the background at his house and all this stuff, but I don't have a clue what she's even talking about because I was a my sleep over the whole time. I know she doesn't believe me but there's really nothing I can do about that cuz she is beingreally weird towards me lately because she hangs out with this girl named Brittany all the tme, and she believes her over me all the time. I personally don't understand it, but if she wants our relationship as sisters to fall apart,then there's not much I can do to make that change because she's not willing to admitt that she's changed. The biggest problem is that whenever I'm around guys now, I get really scared and I told my boyfriend and he said he understood, but the scary feelings are getting stronger and I just want to be alone. I mean I really like him, but I can't help that guys scare me now. I just don't feel comfortable holding his hand or anything. He's always buying me stuff and I keep telling him not to, but he keeps on doing it. I know it's cuz he likes me a lot and stuff and he's just trying to be nice or whatever, but I don't know. On Saturday, after the math contest, Manual went to Edwards Drive-in and I was just eating and he set this little box on the table and said, "Please don't be mad at me." It was a HUGE Diamond clustered ring. I told I couldn't except it, and he was like, "Peyton, please!!!" I did, but I'm thinking about giving it back to him tomorrow and teling him I need some time alone. I'm already dealing with too much and I don't want to feel scared every second of the day because I can't trust guys all that well anymore. I just thought I could go along with my life with out being that way. Being with another guy just reminds meof my worst memories with guys, and I can't handle it. I'm hoping he'll understand because it's not like I'm breaking up with him we're still going to be together, but a little more distant, I guess. I don't know. I guess he'll tell me what he wants to do about it, but he has to understand where I'm coming from first. Well, wish me luck, I don't know how he'll take it. Jonathan: Quit being shy!!!!!! Kelly: I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! Every1 else: I"LL GET BACK TO U SOON!!!!!! LAAF, ~Peyton 4 comments|post comment

[18 Mar 2006|08:08pm] Hey everybody. I'm sorry I've been distant. I have my reasons. Lately, I've just not been myself. I have a lot going on with this guy in court now, and Ihate it, but it needs to be done so I'm following through with it. A lot of stuff has happened since I've been on here. I sytill don't see my dad...brb...later. 3 comments|post comment

[09 Oct 2005|02:45am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | none ] Hey everybody! What's up? Homecoming was last night for Manual. It was freezing cold!! I was about to die. We lost, but I was happy anyway...Cletus got two touchdowns, Lamar looked like he was about to die, I was sooo scared for him, and well, it was homecoming, which meant there was a king and queen, and also a dance. I voted for Cletus 22 times and made him a beautiful poster and about 400 flyers...I really wanted him to win homecoming king, and he did.YAY! I was so happy. After the game, I did the laundry stuff for the football team and cleaned up the locker room a little bit for the boys. Then the dance was starting, and I rushed down there with Fat Mike. When we first got down to the dance,there was a circle of a bunch of people dancing with Corey and Brandon in the middle with their shirts off and I couldn't see, so Fat Mike put me on his shoulders, it was cool. I found out that I'm not shy that much any more. I was actually dancing. Cletus asked me to dance!!! I was so happy, and I didn't have time to think about being shy, so I just did:) It was so much fun. The funniest thing was me being too tall to be in front of Melissa when we were in our little train thing...LOL! When the Electric Slide came on, I was tryin to teach Melissa, but it just wasn't working for her... Tonight, I spent in the hospital with my little brother, Troy. He was so sick and he couldn't breathe at my house, so we rushed him to St. Francis Hospital and was there for about 4 1/2 hours...exhausting, espscially when your mother leaves you withb her son for a 1/2 an hour while he's screaminghis head off, but I sang to him and it calmed him down, luckily. Well, I'm at my mom's work again and she wants me to do her invoices for her so I gotta bounce, but the next time I'm up here at her work, I'll be sure to write you guys. I love you al. Muah! LAAF, ~Peyton 1 comment|post comment

[27 Sep 2005|11:38pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Pretty Ricky-Shorty be Mine ] Whoa! I haven't written in this thing in a loooong time. I'm too busy with school and all of my sports, oh, and my life. I just started going back to church...I'm so excited, maybe I can get my life back to at least a little bit how it used to be. I miss my dad, but I can't call him because I would just hang up if he answered. I feel like I don't know him anymore, and I'm scared to talk to him. I miss all of you guys so, so much. We played Broadripple tonight. I got to see Liz! Our JV won, but our Varsity didn't:( I got to spike a few times though. How are all of you guys? I'm at my mom's work right now, waiting to go home. It's 11:43pm and we're not going home until like 1:00am and I'm very tired. I just finished my homework, it took forever. I have to do the dishes when I get home and a load of laundry. I swear I'm going to be dead at school tomorrow. For some odd reason, I really want to hurry and get to school. I don't know why, there's nothing there, but work. Well, I got to go because my sister wants this computer back, but I love all of you guys!!!!! Kelly, sorry I didn't call you, I did in the morning like ten min. sfter you called but it went straight to the answering machine, and I was getting ready for church. Then I didn't get home until 2something, so Idk. I love and miss you and want to see you. Jonathan, I saw that you called, but now it's too late to call you back, so I'm sorry and I'll talk to you later ok? ok! Liz, great job at the game, I hope to see you at sectionals or city or somewhere. I love you guys!!!!!! LAAF ~Peyton 4 comments|post comment

[15 Aug 2005|11:51am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | my head throbbing ] Hey...Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've been really busy lately. I've been having a lot of family trouble too, so that doesn't help either. I made Varsity!! yay... We have a volleyball game today at 5pm at Arlington. I wonder how we're going to do.... I guess I'll fine out when the whistle blows.lol School starts in three days, I don't think I'm all that ready, Idk... It's going to be hard with out all of my friends. Softball starts in 5 days, I'm totally ready for that. I love softball. I don't have much time to write, I have to get ready soon, and my coach will be here in about 2 hours, and my clothes are still in the washer. I'm sorry if I have hurt any of you guys, and Jonathan, I'm sorry about the phone last night, I had to go, I have a bunch of royal buttheads at my house. Well, I love you guys!!!!!!!!!!Wtyl, hopefully sooner than last time. LAAF, ~Peyton 3 comments|post comment

Court.... [29 Jul 2005|07:15pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | voices in my head, my dad's and all the people I hate that w ] Court was really bad. I can't even express. My dad made me soooooo mad. I was about to go off when he was on the stand. I hate him sooooo much. I never thought I would say that, but what he said to everyone today just idk. It hurt me so bad. He says he'll catch up on life later, but I'm not sure that I really want to. There's nothing that he can do to change that. He has already missed a year and a half of our lives. He claims he's going to start talking to me after I turn 18 and get out on my own so I can make my own decisions. I swear, I didn't want Andrew to go to jail because I still loved him, but after what he did today, I hate him. When he gets out of prison, my little sister will have just turned 13. that's when you become Andrew's bait. I was, Melissa was. I fell for him, Melissa tried to save me, so she told me what had happened betwwen them. It almost got to the point where I would do anything for him. He is so good at this child seduction thing. I hate him so much. I hate Sherry!!!!!! She had the guts to get up in my face when she was leaving the court room and cuss me out. And then, what made it worse is my dad just watched her and followed her out. He's so stupid! She runs his life!! Well, now it's official, I don't have a dad now. He admitted to the court that he rather loose us then to loose Andrew and he wishes it was the other way around...us going away forever and Andrew being there with him. AHHHHHHHHH!! I hate him!!! I really can't say all that happened in that court room today, it's too personal, really. I just hope I never have relive that again. I'm probably going to be diferent now that this has happened. I mean I've already changed from who I used to be, but that was before I knew any of you guys. I'm sorry, I used to be fun. Always being an entertainer. But people do things, people that you think love you, people you love and trust with all you got. My life will never be the same. I just hope nothing happens to my little sisters. If it does, I will literally be in jail for murder. I love you guys...wtyl. LAAF, ~Peyton 7 comments|post comment

[26 Jul 2005|08:31pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | none ] Hey....I'm so tired, buit not at the same time. My feet have blisters on them from the shoes I wore yesterday. Today's football practice looked really easy, way easier than yesterday's. Volleyball is cancelled for tomorrow, but I know what I'm doing. I'm going swimming from like 12:30-about4:30, walking over to Manual and having football practice...it's going to be so relaxing. Today at volleyball, I got yelled at for something I definately didn't do. My coach was like, well if I'm not at the school, then don't come...Whatever. Ne ways. I miss all of you guys. I have court on Friday. My mom is making me get5 off so I better go... Love ya! Wtyl. LAAF, ~Peyton 4 comments|post comment

[24 Jul 2005|10:03pm] [ mood | steamingly freakin' mad! ] [ music | none ] I Freaking hate life right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~Peyton 4 comments|post comment

Yay..... [18 Jul 2005|06:56pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | none ] Hey guys guess what? Well, I'm going to be spending most of my time at Manual during the week. Heather is going to come to the conditioning practices, so I'll actually be talking to her and not a guy that wants in my pants. Omg...them dudes whoa. Ne ways she's going to be coming. Well, she only coming to the 3pm-5pm one and I'll be at the 9am-11am and the 3pm-5pm one. I'm going to be tired.... Today, Me, Melissa, and Bianca played "hide and seek" with Lamar, Paul, and Cletus. It was fun. We hid all over the school, but it was sooooo freakin' dark. Melissa was supposed to try to find Lamar, Bianca was supposed to try to find Paul, and I was supposed to find Cletus. It was scary because it was so dark, and the guys kept jumping out at us in the locker rooms trying to freak us out. It worked, but yeah...whatever. Today was a fun day, but instead of me finding Cletus, I wish it was Jonathan. Too bad I guess. There's only eleven days left until the court day....very apprehensive. I hope things will work out for the best though. Well, I just got outta the pool and I'm still kinda wet, and I'm cold, so I'll close this entry ASAP.....Love you guys!!!!! LAAF, ~Peyton:) 6 comments|post comment

[17 Jul 2005|12:08pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | none ] Whoa. Yesterday's games were...Idk. WE were only supposed to play one game, and they made us play two. The first game, we did wonderfully...Then the second game, we pretty much just flat out sucked. So now, we play again today at 5pm at Indiana Central. I hope you can come Lizzy. I got to see Jonathan last night!!!! He came to my games. Now that I've seen him, I miss him so much more than I did before...it's crazy. I think Kelly's mad at me, but I really can't tell at this point...I don't even have a reason in my mind why she would be, but Idk. She doesn't believe that I love her, and I do. I have to go wash my uniform so I can start off playing clean, and then as the game goes on, I'll get really dirty. So I'll WTYL...I love everyone!!!!! LAAF, ~Peyton Jonathan...I'm going to get dirty, and I won't have a problem with it. You wanna know why? Because there's always a shower...keep that in mind, will ya! I love you. post comment

[15 Jul 2005|08:28pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | none ] Hey guys!!! I'm so tired, and I don't know why. I'm sore, and have no clue how I'm going to play an All-Star game tomorrow. I'm going to a party at midnight tonight, and to another one tomorrow sometime before the game. I'm going to try to play my best, but it's going to be hard. It hurts to lift my arms let alone throw a ball all the way to first. Oh well, It'll turn out ok, I guess. I personally think we're going to loose, but we might have a chance, I don't really know. I don't really have much to talk about right now. I might be able to see Jonathan tomorrow, so that's awesome for me. I haven't seen him in a while. I miss all of you guys!!!! I'll WTYL! LAAF, ~Peyton post comment

what's up? [14 Jul 2005|08:11pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | none ] Hey guys...I'm so sore from these sports. It's only going to get worse. We have softball everyday of the week. We have volleyball every Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, from 9am-11am and from 3pm-5pm... It's not just playing volleyball, it's mostly killer conditioning!:( Well, time for dinner, g2g. Love you guys!!!! LAAF, ~Peyton 11 comments|post comment

[11 Jul 2005|06:59pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | none ] THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Peyton 2.Peyt 3.Petunia THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. tooneyloon91 2.tater9l09 3. munkychick0409 THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. im patient 2. i get along with others 3. i'm determined THREE THINGS YOU HATE ((DISLIKE)) ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. my weird mood swings 2. i'm too passive 3. i trust too much THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Indian 2. German 3. English THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. spiders 2. rubber bands 3. being abandon THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. shower 2. trampoline 3. softball THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. sliding shorts 2. kelly's life is good shirt 3. black shorts THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT: 1. Martina McBride 2. Michelle Branch 3. ACDC THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS 1. taking more risks, even if i look stupid 2. prove a certain thing to a certain person 3. forgetting about things and letting them go THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1. humor 2. giving and compassion 3. respect and trust TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: (you guess which is which) 1. I hate water 2. I hate getting in trouble 3. I love softball THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. ability to think rationally in difficult situations 2. funny 3. thinks of other before themself THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO RIGHT NOW: 1. see my dad 2. do something in front of someone w/o being shy 3. run 10 miles w/o dying THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. softball 2. writing and drawing 3. dancing THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. see my friends...everyone of them 2. go swimming 3. food THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. veterinarian 2. pediatrician 3. playing sports...especially softball. THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. Jamaica 2. California 3. Florida THREE KID'S NAMES 1. Klay Allan 2. Kristopher Lee 3. Kayleigh Lynn THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Be with my father 2. Get a softball scholarship 3. Make a difference in little kids' lives post comment

[11 Jul 2005|02:44pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | none ] Hey everybody. Our last season games were yesterday. I had a lot of fun but it was so hot outside, and very sunny. The team that we were competing against was undefeated, just like us. In the first game, we were down by four and they had seven, it was our last turn to bat and we won by one point, making the score 8-7 our lead. YAY!!! We were all so happy. The second game, we were more tired and stuff, a lot happened and it went much slower than the first game. The score ended up being 11-12, their lead...that sucked big monkey butt, if you asked me. Oh, well. All-stars is here now. We have practice later on today. My ankle and toes are really sore from yesterday's games. I stayed the night with Kelly last night. We didn't really get to hang out much because I was exhausted. Well, g2g love you guys!!! LAAF, ~Peyton post comment

:( [09 Jul 2005|05:39pm] [ mood | 'bout to puke!!!:( ] [ music | none ] Whoa...today's softball games were complete torture!!!!! I am so sick. After the second game, I collapsed in front of the dugout because I was too hot and I got light-headed. I couldn't see anything at first. I'm happy that we won both of our games, but man was it torturous. I guess it was just too hot to be playing in this kind of weather. What really sucked was that the game was supposed to start at 9am, so our whole team was there at 8am. We didn't start the first game until after 1pm. Melissa got hurt so she coul;dn't play the second game, and I was already pitching horribly, so I had to pitch practically the whole second game. I started out catching, but after like 7 pitches were pitched, I started pitching. Oh my gosh, I am so worn out. I have to be ready to leave at 7am in the morning to go to church with Dan and Coach Sue. I am so happy. The reason I'm so happy is because I called my dad and he answered, for one, and for two, I asked him when the games wetre tomorrow, and he said he'd try to make it!!!:) That would be sooooooo good if he actually came, but after what he did to me during school ball, like every game he said, I promise I'll be there, and he never showed up. I just get too happy and I believe what people say too much, and then it makes me sad. I just hope he comes, I have my doubts though. Well, my whole family jumped in the pool. I'm too sick to swim. I have to take a shower and get some rest for tomorrow's games. Well, I g2gfn. I love you guys!!!!!!!! Wtyl. LAAF, ~Peyton post comment

Yay!!! [07 Jul 2005|11:03am] [ mood | numb ] [ music | none ] My dad and Melissa finally talked, and they talked for 2hours, 49 minutes and 11seconds. Well, I talked to him too, but on a different phone call than hers. She finally got to tell him her side of the story. No, he still doesn't believe her, but now instead of saying I doubt I'm gonna talk to my daughters for a few years, he's saying that we might be able to talk on Wednesdays like we do now, after Andrew goes to jail. That's great news, but I really want to feel like he's my dad again. It's like Idk. I'm really struggling right now. I need him, and it's like he doesn't care. I mean he's going to miss out on all of my high school. He's not going to get to see me or Melissa go of to prom, any of our softball games, or see us graduate and go to college. All he told me was that even if he's not with us physically, he is always there with us in our hearts and he's there mentally. I mean he's not dead, so why can't he be there physically? It just hurts so bad. I need my dad or at least a father figure. I mean I love Troy(stepdad) but he's never there for me, I could count the little times we talked on one hand. He's just a guy that lives with us, he's not father material. The reason I love coach Dan so much is because when I first started playing softball, I was with him all the time, I stayed at his house all the time and when I was doing all this, my dad wasn't talking to me and he hadn't seen me in two years. I gopt attached to coach Dan. I can sit down and tell him everything, and anything ya know, things I would talk to my dad about, well, not everything that I would tell my dad, but mostly. That love from him, knowing that I can talk to him anytime, and he'd be there for me, really helps me. Without Dan, I wouldn't have anybody. I would really like to see my dad at my softball games making me laugh everytime I got up to bat or everytime I threw a pitch. I miss him cheering in the bleechers for me...Go Petunia! or Focus Sweetie, or Do it for me Peyt. I miss that so much. When it's quiet around, I hear my dad telling me he loves me and I hear him calling my name and when I turn around, there's no one there. I get yelled at everytime I call my dad by everyone. They're like why do you want to have any contact with him? or Don't you realize what he's doing to you? And that makes me so mad, because I know that's not my dad. I always thought it was impossible for my dad to ever turn on us again, but anything is possible. He was the best dad in the universe. We did everything together. I went to work with him everyday after school, he'd call and say, do you wann do some windows with me? and I would always say yes. I'm still waiting for that same question again. I'm still waiting for him to knock on the door and say are you ready to go? Do you have your dress shoes? I'm still waiting for my dad to bring me up some chiken noodle soup when I'm watching Nick @ Nite with Kelly and Kansas. I'm still waiting for the call with him saying he's sorry and he'll be right over. I'm still waiting to get to play that little softball passing thing and him say, man Peyton, you don't have to kill my hand. I'm still waiting for him to bring a water to the dougout to me because I need to cool off from softball. I'm waiting for the day he picks me up and we order 50 chicken wings from Ponderosa and go to Cleveland and him eat the rest of the chicken I didn't off of the bone. I;m waiting to hear my dad laugh when I try to through my chicken bones at the semis beside us bbecause the wind caught it and it flew backwards before it even got near the semi. I'm waiting for my dad to fix me a plate from a resturaunt that I never been to and let me try everything they have. I really miss that. I miss getting to hug him all the time. I miss sharing a songbook with him in the front pew of the church. I miss him smiling up at me when I would sing on the stage nervously. I'm waiting to go get my little sisters from sunday school after the preaching is over. I'm waiting for my life to be like it was about a year and a half ago. I need my dad, and I'm waiting for and idea to pop up in my head to make him realize that. I love and miss him so much! I'm sorry for everyone reading this, but I had to get it off my chest one way or another. LAAF, ~Peyton 3 comments|post comment

[05 Jul 2005|11:29am] [ mood | tired ] Whoa, I'm tired of babysitting. And I can't write much because I am babysitting. LAAF, ~Peyton post comment

[04 Jul 2005|10:03pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | none ] Hey everybody!!! I'm back from camping. It was sooo awesome. I finally got to get away from my house, and ahave fun. It was so cool, I guess the pranks were too. I got to go fishing. Me and Liz are still working on our casting skills. Omg...the water thingy there was sooo awesomely great. Although, I got tired swimming all across the lake. It was like 20 ft deep everywhere, so you couldn't touch at all, so you had to swim the whole time, or just do what me and liz did. Wekept trying and trying andtrying to get on the water teeter-totter thingy. It was so hard. I think we got a lot stronger doing that. The water trampoline was great. You just had to be careful beause it was really slippery. I had a lot of fun there. I got A LOT of sun too. Good thing?, bad thing? Idk...I'm a little red in some places, and tan in others, but don't worry, I'm still the same white girl. At night, sitting by the fire was so relaxing. The first night we stayed, my old coach stayed up with me and sat by the fire with me, and we talked for like two hours. I have to say that that was almost the greatest lesson that I have ever learned in my whole life. It was very touching. He helped me get through some stuff that I'm going through, but the talking only made me realize a few things, it didn't actually take a weight off of my boduy or anything. He just helped me understand things. Coach Dan is the greatest coach I have ever had in my life...I really enjoy knowing him. He's like a father to me, or at least he talked to me like my father would've if my father was actually in the right mind at the moment. The point is, Dan is awesome! He was talking to my mom and she said he told her that I'm having trouble with older male role models. So I guess his goal was to do fatherly things with me on the camping trip. Idk, but if that's the case, then he did a great job at it. Neways, at the river thingy, there was a rope swing thing that you had to climb up and swing off like Tarzan, and land in the water. It was really fun, until once when I dropped, I dropped really far down in the river and landed on a rock, and cut my foot open. The I got bit by a fish in my pinky toe. It hurt like crazy, but hey, I'm still alive. I just got back from watching fireworks at my mom's work. I'm going to get off of here though. I love you guys!!! Wtyl. LAAF, ~Peyton 3 comments|post comment

[01 Jul 2005|07:56am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | none ] Hey guys! Yesterday was a really busy day for me. At the last minute, my mom canceled Melissa's party because of her attitude or something. And then, the next day, I beg her to have it, and she says yes. Well, omg...not prepared at all, but that's okay. I worked my butt off all day. And I still had my knee pads on for the party because I didn't have any time to change out of my volleyball clothes. I cut my thunb open and it hurts like crazy:( I got to see Kelly!!!!! :)YAY. It was good to finally see her again. I'm so tired, I woke up at 6:30, and I didn't even really have to, I just needed to hit my mom up for money. Well, and properly say goodbye to her since I won't see her for a few days, cuz I'm going camping. I had no idea of what to pack or anything, the only thing I knew to bring was my bathing suit and flip flop type shoes. Oh well, I don't even know how the weather is going to be like, so I'm packing 6 outfits. I know, I'm a little dumb, but hey, at least I'm prepared. I'm packing three pairs of jeans, three shirts to go with those, and I'm paking three pairs of shorts and another three shirts to go with those. I'll be fine. Well, I gotta go throw my clothes in the dryer. I'll wtyl! I'm coming back Monday morning. Love you guys!!!! LAAF, ~Peyton 2 comments|post comment

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